Apr 2006

The one thing that made Monday only slightly less than perfect was the certainty that Tuesday morning would come all too soon...and we had to leave Istanbul on Tuesday morning...Hasan for Ankara...and me for home.
That was a very difficult parting to say the very least. He took me to the airport and of course I cried, but it was a pathetic cry the kind where you feel so much but you are too tired to give your cry the full effort it deserves which makes you feel even worse than if you never cried at all. I wasnt ready to go or ready for that parting but I decided that I probably never would/will be. But I needed to leave so that Hasan could stop skipping classes to travel and hang out with me and so he could pass his last semester of college and graduate. I nearly stopped breathing when I walked through the security gates into the terminal...it took all I had to keep walking.
The trip back was long. On the first flight I sat by a nice American lady who does basically the same job I used to do working at a group home and was travelling with her siblings so it was nice to talk to her. I flew through Paris first, which in my opinion is a very poor airport. I had to take two shuttle buses to get to my plane and got practically strip-searched by a tiny wretched woman named Maria before I could board. Then I sat by a semi-nice German man who suffered from sever halitosis...ugg. The flights were all ok but the closer I got to home the stranger I felt and the less I could breath.
I called my parents when I got to the Cinncinatti airport last night - I didnt tell anyone I was coming home before that (so don't be offended that I didnt tell ya', I didnt tell anyone!) When I got to the MSP airport I didnt see them. I went to use the payphone to call them when I saw them coming down the escalator towards me. So I ducked my head down so they wouldn't see me. When their backs were to me I ran up behind them and surprised them. It was nice to have them both meet me there, even if I wasn't fully ready to be there or fully sure I wanted to be there. It feels like I left ten minutes ago. The roads and the places and everything are as familiar to me as the back of my own hand and they are as much a part of me as the back of my hand even when I havent seen them in ages.
I couldnt sleep last night...partly jet-lag and partly heart sickness. Readjusting and the culture shock that I am going to have here I think will be worse than all those of the past few months. I will be happy to see you my friends again though. My phone number is the same as before I left, so call me if you'd like, I'd be glad to hear from you I will continue to blog on here for some time and will try to finally show you a few pictures. Please bear with me while I continue my gungula...it is not over because I am back here in MN, it has only just begun.....

Hi all So Istanbul was interesting. We took an overnight train there from Ankara, which was so nice, especially after all those stinky buses! About half an hour before we arrived I reached into my backpack and miraculously sliced the tip of my thumb off with my razor that was hiding inside my bag. Holy crap was that painful! Poor Hasan nearly had heart failure because it was bleeding so badly and I was crying in pain. Fortunately I remembered all the necessary info from my first aid classes so I managed to control the bleeding and not pass out. To add to the fun it was pouring rain when we arrived and had to find a taxi to take me to a hospital. Two cab rides later we got to an open hospital where a young doctor who spoke English cleaned and bandaged my finger up and gave me a prescription for pain pills and antibiotics. Anyway I'll be fine and most likely my thumbprint will grow back. (Ewwww I know) Soooo after that we had a big hassle over which of the friends and relatives were going to host us while we were there and everyone was upset and offended with us for not agreeing to stay with them the whole time we were there. Eventually we divided it up and agreed to stay one day with one family and the other two days letting someone else host us. So then, we went out in Istanbul to the old bazaar which was basically the Mall of America in ancient times. It was absolutely huge. You could easlily get lost in there. I bought a bunch of gifts and stuff and Hasan bargained and got me great prices because he is so stinkin' charming and likable. Then we went and smoked an apple nargile at this place that is an ancient tomb - you walk past a bunch of tousand year old grave stones on your way in! Then we spent the evening having dinner with Omar's family (though he couldnt come with us to Istanbul). They were really nice and of course didnt let me leave without my hands full of gifts. The next day we went to the bazaar again but it was closed so we just walked around the city for a while and looked at a bunch of the ancient mosques and tombs and various structures. We went and looked inside the Blue Mosque...it was so amazing and intricately decorated. We tried going inside Hagi Sophia, the church which is right across the street from there but it was already closed. We walked in the gardens around it instead and ate some Ottoman candy from a street vendor who was dressed in goofy traditional Ottoman clothes. We had a cherry nargile at another tomb place - it was most excellent We had a walk through a beautiful park to the sea side. The whole city is full of tulips in bloom right now...ahhh....gorgeous. Then we took a bus to the other side of the city to the main street area where most of the college kids and tourists hang out. We walked around and found a place to have a turkish coffee fortune read (which is a really popular thing to do there). You drink your thick turkish coffee and when you get down to the solid stuff on the bottom you tip your glass upside down and wait for about 10 minutes for the stuff to slide down the edges and dry then the fortune teller reads what the shapes mean. The crazy lady made up a whole bunch of stuff and tried to look all knowing and mystical - which was pretty funny....maybe I can get a job as a coffee fortune reader! After a few turkish hamburgers we called it a night and caught a dolmus back. (Dolmus's are a form of public transporation that are like short buses and almost always have insane drivers.) Then on Monday we went again to try to see Hagi Sophia but it was closed so we spent most of the beautiful sunny day lazily walking around and exploring the Topkapi palace and museum. It was really interesting. It is an old Ottoman palace and has a ton of sort of random artifacts housed there. There was the famous 86 karat Kisikci diamond, hairs of the prophet Mohammed, armor and swords from various surrounding regions, a piece of the scull and hand of John the Baptist...etc...very interesting! We took a nap on the nice green lawn then had some of the famous meetballs of the area and went back to our favorite nargile place from the first day and relaxed for a few hours. It was a perfect day except for one thing...

For the fırst tıme sınce arrıvıng here ın Turkey I have been ın one place for a week (Ankara). Though ıt has been a bıt borıng ıt has admıttedly been nıce just to relax and not sıt ın a bus for a whıle. Lets see what have I been doıng...not too much. I vısıted Ataturks grave and huge mausoleum (much to Hasans dısgust becase he hates the guy ), went ın the Turkısh space needle and saw Ankara from the bırds eye vıew, spent lots of lovely tıme cookıng Amerıcan style food for the guys (I have mıssed cookıng), vısıted my buddy Omar agaın, and dıd lots of other orıdınary stuff. Ankara ıs kınd of a gray cıty, ıt doenst have much natural beauty and ıs just buıldıngs as far as the eye can see. At least the weather ıs fınally startıng to agree wıth me and not be so stınkın cold. Tomorrow we are goıng to Istanbul for the weekend. I hope the weather wıll cooperate thıs tıme around! Last tıme ıt was so raıny we couldnt see 2 feet ın front of us. Well thıs entry ıs kınd of short but there ısnt much to tell. I just wanted to update and let you know Im stıll alıve and well. Hope you all are well too, love me